On full blast!

The pounding outside the house was loud and constant. Workers were digging up the neighborhood updating the fiber optic lines and one worker operating a loud jackhammer (I believe it’s called a pneumatic drill in the rest of the world) seemed to be coming from the next room, even though he was far down the street.

I shut the door to my office and cringed, annoyed by the distraction. I needed to get a ton of work done before noon and, of course, I found it difficult to concentrate. I needed to send out several important emails, but I was finding it difficult to write the most basic of sentences.

I tried to write, but the best I could get out was a caveman-esque, “Me say hello, me want to communicate with you.”

Waking up the dead

I’ve noticed lately how our concentration sometimes is right where it needs to be and, then other times, how the slightest noise or change can shake us to the core and give us problems. Forget about monster trucks and construction equipment rumbling through my quiet neighborhood.

Rat-a-tat, rat-a-tat, rat-a-tat, rat-a-tat.

The jackhammer had been loud previously, but it now seemed to push the noise up a few notches. I contemplated going outside and giving the workers a piece of my mind, but I knew it wouldn’t do much good, they were just doing their jobs. Plus, I thought I might come across a few dead bodies roaming the street, you know, the dead woken up from their graves by the loud noise. I’m kidding about the zombies, but certainly not the noise.

A jackhammer is comparable to a revving motorcycle and can reach as high as 130 decibels. In comparison, safety experts caution that noises above 70 decibels over a prolonged period of time can damage your hearing.

“Just go away,” I thought to myself.

Rat-a-tat, rat-a-tat, rat-a-tat, rat-a-tat.

For crying out loud

I tried to start up again on my work. I closed my eyes, kept them shut, and typed out what was in my head. When I opened my eyes again, I had three misspellings, two extra spaces, and a bunch of gibberish, but I was making progress. At least, I had something, no matter how pitiful, on the screen.

I worked some more, until another jackhammer or engine started up. This one was more of a steady dah-whoop, dah-whoop, dah-whoop. With this addition, I had the makings of a real band. 

Rat-a-tat, dah-whoop, rat-a-tat, dah-whoop, rat-a-tat, dah-whoop.

I listened some more. Yes, yes, the music producer in me started to get excited. I just needed to get creative. If you threw in a little bass guitar and a hip, up-and-coming lead singer, we could be playing at your local hole in the wall bar come Friday night.

“Let’s hear it now for our new band, kicking off their world tour, for the first time ever, let’s hear it for Brian and the Decibels!”

The sound of silence

A few minutes later, I noticed something. I stopped to make sure I was hearing it right. It was silence. There was no rumbling, no trucks in neutral, it was pure solitude. The workers seemed done for the day. I felt like how I suspect Paul Simon of Simon and Garfunkel fame felt when he first came up with the song The Sound of Silence in the darkness of his bathroom.

Hello, darkness, my old friend, I’ve come to talk with you again.”

Yes, yes, dear old friend, good old sweet silence. Of course, I sat back down and prepared to dive into my work again. I even gave myself a pep talk. I was going to knock the ball out of the park. Or so I thought. Of course, I sat at my desk and I couldn’t thinking of anything to write. I came up empty again.

What could be the problem now?

It was too quiet. 

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29 thoughts on “On full blast!

  1. The ability to focus and get a deep dive into work, be it professional and creative, is such a gift. It’s interesting to see what works and doesn’t work for others – such as silence or noise such as music. Jackhammering would definitely drive me bonkers!

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  2. I have the beginnings of a headache thinking about that noise! I love the quiet SO MUCH that I have a fan in every room in the fan is on in whatever room I’m in, regardless of the weather! I have come to need the white noise to drown out normal noises outside – I can’t imagine your distress!

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  3. You’ve described perfectly the sorrows and the joy of neighborhood construction work Brian! I was surrounded for months by road construction and while it’s not over yet they have moved farther down the street thankfully. My old apartment has some lovely new cracks in the drywall as well- a lasting reminder from the city. If you want more inspiration for your tunes I suspect that the construction will begin soon across the parking lot on the new, full square block multi-story shops and living spaces. I’ll be glad to record it for you if you like 😉

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    1. No, no, no recordings needed. Ha, ha, I definitely like my quiet solitude now to write. I liked lots of crazy noise around me when I was younger, but now I’ll take steady quiet white noise over jackhammering and construction every day of the week. Ha, ha.

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  4. I have to work in the Casita because my husband’s office is next to the kitchen and he so loud. I get in my space and focus and he walks in to say something inconsequential to me. It’s hard to get in that frame of mind and stay there with the outside world knocking to interupt.

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    1. Oh I feel for you. I know I frustrate my family because I’ll ask why they couldn’t wait to tell me whatever it is they want to tell me while I’m writing. Ha, ha, but I hear you. You have a great thought you’re trying to get out and someone will ask a question, it pulls you out of your project. Ugh.

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  5. Oh my gosh Brian, I feel your pain. We just had them doing the very same thing in our neighborhood about a week ago, digging up our front yard like a mole! 🙄 UGH! But those jokers cut my home office line and part of my internet. Needless to say, this sistah was more aggravated about that than the noise and digging. And sooooo, this is what progress looks like? Geez Louise! 😝😡😖

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    1. Go get ‘em Kym! Give them a piece of your mind. You’re so right. Noise is one thing, cutting your internet and office line … no, no, no! I hope everything was fixed quickly for you. I’m with you on questioning profess? Really?? Ha ha!

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  6. Oh I can so relate! I wanted to throttle the life out of a guy revving his motorcycle engine at ear-splitting decibels on an otherwise peaceful Sunday at 9:30 am. It went on f-o-r-e-v-e-r. Why? WHY??

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  7. I live on one of the main roads into Glasgow so it can be noisy, sirens from the emergency services, football crowds when Rangers are at home (like tomorrow). But we recently had roadworks outside … the noise was dreadful but I turned up my music loud or worked before they started or after they finished. But even getting out my front door was a challenge as they dug up the pavements too … im surprised I never fell.
    What’s really annoying is because it’s a main road, they’re not allowed to close it down so I’ve seen the Water and Gas companies wait until midnight before they start … outside my bedroom window.
    When I move, it’s going to be in the middle of nowhere

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