I lay on the ground and waited for the end to come. The monsters were going to get me. They had me now, but nothing happened. I waited a few minutes more. Still nothing. Finally I got up off the ground, pulled my pajamas up so I wouldn’t trip a second time and got into bed.
I was a little kid and had woken in the middle of the night. I was scared of the dark and everything that might scare me, everything from the monsters underneath my bed to the ones hiding behind every corner in our house. Unfortunately, I had to go to the bathroom. I ran to the bathroom and did my business. On the way back to my room, I tripped on the carpet and fell on the floor.

I figured I was done for, the monsters were all going to jump on me and eat me up, but, when nothing happened, I started to think that something must be up. Either they were as dumb as our neighbor’s dog or maybe they weren’t really real. Could they really be mirage? A crazy figment of my imagination that I dreamt up on my own? A fake?
I write more about the fear of the dark this week in my story, Things That Go Bump in the Night, on the Heart of the Matter. I find it helpful to think about the things that we used to worry about as kids and how we’ve evolved and matured as adults.
Yes, our worries take on more adult tone now. But we’re still susceptible to hyperbole and exaggeration when we avoid facing our life’s problems and challenges in a healthy way. Which makes me wonder: How have our fears changed over time? Do we face them head on or do we face them like a child, through avoidance? What about you? What was your kid worry? What do you worry about now?
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Isn’t that the way…when we work hard to avoid one problem (in our mind or in reality) we manage to create others in the process – like your tripping? 😉
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Ha, ha, too funny Victoria. And let’s just say some of us are more prone to trip than others, Ha, ha.
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Right there with ya! 🤣
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We’re just walking/dancing/moving to a different beat. It’s everyone else that is out of step. 😎🕺🏼🕺🏼🕺🏼🕺🏼🕺🏼😎😎😎
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Love that! 🥰😜🥰
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I had a horrible fear of clowns and dentists. Still have the clown fear but I would a very gentle and compassionate dentist which has helped me with the other fear
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Oh, I’m with you. What is it about clowns that make them so scary. I had a really good dentist, but he retired. I need to find another that gets it. Ha, ha.
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To me, they seem like someone with a ‘happy mask’ who really is mean inside. Dentists, well, my teeth are sensitive and they have tools 🛠️)
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Tools! Yes, tools that they want to put in my mouth!!! Absolutely crazy that that is allowed. Ha ha. And yes I hear you about clowns. I always wondered why they weren’t arrested. I’d get arrested or at least brought in for questioning if I wore a mask like that in public, but they walk around and nothing happens to them!!!🤪🤪🤪
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great point!)
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This is so relatable. I think we’ve all been that kid, convinced monsters are gonna get us 😁 Love how you’re exploring how our fears change as we grow up. And yeah, I’ve gone from monster-under-the-bed fears to more adulting worries. How about you?
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Yes, definitely more adult worries but it’s funny how — when you really break them down — our adult worries aren’t that different than our kid ones. The adult ones just have bigger ramifications! 😊😊😊
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This stirred a lot of old memories for me. Great post.
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I hope good memories! And not scary ones! 😌😌
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I tend to forget the scary ones.
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We trip and we get up again. Whatever it was didn’t get us this time.
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Thought for sure something was going to get me though!!!! Ha ha. 🤣
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⭐️😆
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Great writing. Yes, I was afraid in the dark and would hide under the covers. That was a place where the monsters couldn’t see me.
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Yes, yes, the magical powers of the covers!!!!
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😂😂😂
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I can’t say I ever had a fear of anything in particular growing up. Guess I didn’t let my imagination go into overdrive!
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Oh you’re brave Dale! I probably would have been fine for the most part, but I distinctly remember my brothers throwing fuel on the fire, scaring me! Gotta love brotherly love!!!!!
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I don’t know if it’s brave or what. My sister Tracy was such a scaredy-cat, she would make everyone around her as scared as she was! I was out of the house by then, though 😉
No brothers, so no one to try to scare us!!
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Even now, I can’t sleep if my arm is dangling over the edge of the bed.
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No, nope, everything’s gotta be in the bed at all times. YOu never what’s out there. Ha ha.
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Exactly! And it doesn’t matter that I just vacuumed under the bed.
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Your tripping moment reminded of a moment I was the dark and ran down quickly a hallway cuz I was scared and ran straight into a gate. 😆 Our imaginations can make us do wild things. Thankfully we know better as adults!
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I too was afraid of the dark as a child and at some point, along the way I became fearful of flying. I no longer fear either. Thanks for the share, Brian.
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It’s funny, I’ve never been fearful of flying … I suspect because I wanted to fly as a kid but we didn’t much $$$. When I’ve gone as an adult, I’ve been like a kid in a candy store. Kind of crazy!!!🤪
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Wonderful! I didn’t start out fearful, but I am delighted to have squashed that limiting state of being. 😌
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I always thought I have no fears, after months of therapy I discovered I have a bunch of them deep seated controlling my life like nothing else. When I tell my family I need therapy they don’t believe me, they know I have no fears, haha, mostly because I would go to dentist every time no problem. It can be a good thing, people don’t mess you, haha
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I tend to think most of us have a few fears. Some are just better at hiding them. I know I’m horrible at it. I tend to wear mine on my shirt sleeves which presents its own problems!!!
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My question is how to find the golden mean?
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Yea, that’s the usual problem in life … finding a happy medium. When you figure it out, please let the rest of us know!! Ha ha.
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will do Brian
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Whew – that was a close call! So glad you survived, Brian!! 🙂 ❤
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You know it. I could’ve been a goner! Good thing those ghosts were away on vacation. Otherwise I would’ve been in real trouble!
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🙂 ❤ ❤
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We still experience a sense of fear, anxiety or however you want to define it. But you can’t allow fear to get a chokehold on you. I love this, “But we’re still susceptible to hyperbole and exaggeration when we avoid facing our life’s problems and challenges in a healthy way.” I try to turn my worries these days into “wonders” my friend Brian. Thanks so much for the reminder and caution! 😁💖🥂💕🌞
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Wonders! Oh I love that! 😎
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Thanks so much Brian. This was a great piece my comedic friend. 😜 May you have a BOO-Free weekend! 👻👻👻
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Well done, Brian! I never really had a fear of monsters under the bed. But when I was ten, a spider almost attacked me. Hyperbole. It was the size of a dime, and my dad saved my life. 🙂 I posted a story a while back called “Laughing Spiders.” Anyway. spiders have always been good at popping up in unexpected places as if to say “Boo!” So, I suppose arachnids are my monsters. I think I’ve matured, being able to save them, but I still get the heebie jeebies, watching them skitter around in the glass before I set them free. As to adult fears, oh boy, I wish I had none! But I try hard to not let them get too strong a grip on me. Happy Friday!
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Oh I hate spiders. I’m not deathly scared but not a fan. I hear you about adult fears!
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Every night when I turnoff the lights to my downstairs I swear someone is chasing after me. LOL
I look like a track star running up my stairs. LOLOLOLOL
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I swear that’s where I got my quick feet from running from the monsters! 👿 ha ha😎😎😎
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Same!!! LOL
in fact I just ran from them when I went to get a glass of wine. LOL and I’m so serious…. ughhhhh I swear I can feel someething beehind me when I turn the lights off.
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sorry went to spell check that and hit send instead!
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